I'm tired..Really tired..Have l0se all my energy..This is really taking a toll on me..When u left me sitting there al0ne..My mind was shut 0ff.. Could n0t think clearly..My visi0n was blurry as I was in the verge 0f tears in public..It was really painful..

Siti called me..Teman her mkn..then I had to meet nad & ayul at city hall. I didn't feel like g0in home.Went to eat. Jiko was there t0o. Tried to keep my mind 0ff from him but I kn0e i can't pretend.

Chilled at esplanade..A lot 0f ppl were there. Lookin at s0 many couples really made me feel w0rse..Bought ice-cream & c0tton candy to cheer me up a bit..

We watched the fireworks..It was fuy0oo!Haha..We really ch0se the rite spot.Haiz..I wished he was there with me.. =(

* The End *

Syg..Have I n0t done enuf for u? I've given everythin t0 u..Till there's n0thin left for me to give..No doubt u tried t0 make things work..U pick me up fr0m scool whenever u can, ask me 0ut if ur free, call 0r msg me.. I appreciate all the things u've d0ne..Maybe I've l0ved u to0 much till I forget abt myself.Prolly dat's the reas0n i feel empty inside.I really wish I c0uld say all these t0 u but each time I tried, I tend to hold back c0s I would break d0wn and cry..in the end, I d0 not say anythin.Dats the pr0b with me. I do not do 0r say things dat I'm supp0sed to, instead d0 the wrong things.Arrgghh..My soul is dead..might as well kill my b0dy..yeah mind t0o.